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Looking back

2009-08-16T04:16:00.000-07:00

Slowly as time pass by, we tend to look backwards and amused by all the wonderful thing which had happened in the past. Well some of us did put all focus in the future and try to forget about the past but the future is full of surprised and unpredictable. Why spend time figure out the unpredictable? Why don't just put our mind back to the past... where there are so many wonderful things which had happened? There is this saying about learn from the past to change the future, well i totally agree with that statement. The past acts as a lesson for us, no man can ever walk through the future without having sufficient capacity of past being the bridge.

When you are tired of wondering about tomorrow and the future, why don't take a little time, think about all the good things that had happened in the past? Build the bridge through the past so that you can continue your journey to the decade, journey to the future.

*Inspired by Theresa Tang's song on writing this post*

Life recently...

2009-07-11T10:33:00.000-07:00

Well, people say a picture's worth a thousand words... I guess it does...
My life.. had been going on... even though it doesn't exactly turned out like what i wanted... but yet i'm still happy..
What if your life is going the way you're expecting it?
You wish you win lottery tomorrow and you won it...
You wish someone's dead and you have a funeral tomorrow...
You wish that you can have this and have that and you eventually have this and have that...
Life's not fun anymore ain't it?

But what if... everything goes opposite of your expectation?
You wish you win lottery but you end up declared bankrupt?
You wish someone's dead and that someone... is coming to your funeral tomorrow...
You wish that you have this and that and you lost everything you ever own..
Life's... horrible right?

Well someone pls tell me what a happy life should mean.. is there such thing as happy life ever exist?

残酷月光

2009-03-28T19:53:00.000-07:00

让我爱你然后把我抛弃

我只要出发不要目的

我会一直想你忘记了呼吸

孤独到底让我还你

如果恨你就能不忘记你

所有的面目我都不抗拒

如果不够悲伤就无法飞翔

可没有梦想何必远方

我一直都在流浪可我不曾见过海洋

我一味的遗忘原来躺在你手上

我努力微笑坚强寂寞铸成一道围墙

也抵不过夜里最温柔的月光

如果恨你就能不忘记你

所有的面目我都不抗拒

如果不够悲伤就无法飞翔

可没有梦想何必远方

我一直都在流浪可我不曾见过海洋

我一味的遗忘原来躺在你手上

我努力微笑坚强寂寞铸成一道围墙

也抵不过夜里最温柔的月光

没想到事情过了那么久, 我还是放不下. 为了让妳开心让妳幸福, 默默地守候在你身旁... 不奢望任何的回报...

幸福的光, 也许从来不曾灭过, 但我已经感觉不到它的温柔. 也许,就让这种光围绕在你身边, 是对于我最好的回报了...

为了你,许多朋友都认为我十分的傻, 甚至有些还通过言语重伤你. 但痛的却是在我心里.

有许多话想对你说, 但在给你发短信还是面对面交谈时我都会事先考虑该不该对你说. 往往机会就是这样错过. 很多话, 都只能往心力藏.

你的照片, 我全都删除了, 但发现删除之后, 这些照片已经烙在我的脑海里, 越想忘记越困难. 特别是你和你男朋友的合照, 是证明我愚昧最好的照片.

我不曾渴望什么, 因为我知道我并不配拥有什么. 但只希望你真的幸福. 我所有的牺牲也无所谓了.

很伤心, 我让你生气了. 很伤心, 我让你不开心了. 但为什么你选择了他, 还会在乎我的感受呢? 难道就当施舍我?可怜我? 也许这些才是我需要的...施舍和可怜...

时间过得很快, 马上学期也快结束了. 我又要回到见不到你的日子. 你的微笑, 你的声音我是多么的渴望感受到. 就算只是施舍, 也是对我最大的仁慈了.

我想我会好好的. 你也必须安然无恙. 享受你该有的幸福吧.

把我遗忘, 只是时间上的问题. 但若我要把你遗忘, 却是对我自己最大的问题.

It's been awhile

2009-03-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

t's been really a long while since i updated my blog and it's already 2nd of March in year 2009 as i was writing this one. The time is 11.46pm and i'm still very conscious here doing organizational behavior's assignment.

It had been a blink of an eye and i was in my 2nd year 2nd sem of my university life... Life's short and yet move so fast where we can't bear a lost through blink of an eye. My current status now? Well...it had been a marvelous year where i've been put into different kind of situation...let me recall...hmm... I'm my course's president now? hahaha...thanks to my dear dear dear coursemates... i'm sure they have a pretty 'nice' choice.. :) apart from that... I'm still me... there's not much changes on the physical according to a lot of my friends but somehow inside of me... had become obedient. I was a beast tamed by assignments and exams.. Well guess what..i really does miss my younger days nowadays even if i'm too young to say i'm old...

Been learning a lot since then and been experiencing a lot too... as the spanish song i learn through my class (gracias profesora Consuelo por esta muy buena musica) En la vida es un carnaval.. In life it's a carnival... There might be time you screaming up riding roller coaster and enjoy the beautiful scene up on a Ferris wheel but don't forget the time you have to wait for the long queue or suffering serious bladder due to the ice-cream you had is not clean. Life's indeed a carnival that you might visiting this carnival all alone by yourself our you are with company of someone... Everyone is enjoying the carnival but everyone is stand for their own but who really cares as long as you pay the entrance ticket.. It's all yours for taking.. :)

Hope that everything will turn out well for me... and hope that i will have the opportunity to update my blog frequently as i suffered seriously tight time constraint... Hope that everyone out there especially my friends and my love one are in good... My family back at home town, i miss you all and can't wait to see you all again soon... And for the rest of the world, buena suerte y hasta la vista.

With all my best regards... DanielG...

On the tip of the curve...

2008-02-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

Life's getting harder and harder. Just imagine you are walking on a curve and suddenly you've reach the tip of it, you can't say it was a climax as it's not as exciting as you imagine. Sometimes in your life you wonder that why we have to be in this kind of situation. As for me now, currently i was stuck in this kind of situation.
Imagine you wake up early in the morning and you had everything screwed up. At the end of the day, everything you experience would be horrible. Imagine that kind of situation last not just one day, but a quite long period. It's the period when you suffer(more similiar to menstrual but you don't need your cotton's on :p). Everything just gone bad and screwed up. The screwed up i mean are not just related to the things you are doing everyday, it's about everything such as relationships, chances and opportunities, unforeseen consequences(credits to Gordon Freeman) and even your breakfast being screwed up. Life's is much more difficult than spelling the word 'difficult' itself. Sad life makes people mad, but too much of happy in a person's life would make that person mad too....Why this kind of situation would happened?
It would be much more difficult if you are probably not being with your dearest and love one, being dumped by your friends or relatives and being alone in a state where you only can cry to your pillow when you feel harrasted. You would feel like you are losing something within you but your main concern is that you don't know exactly what you are losing. Is it your soul you are losing? Or is it the spiritual you are leaving your physical body? Those are the question that we leave to God to give us the answer we wanted. But when you do feel like this, congratulations! You are now on the tip of your own curve yet not the climax in your life.
Syntomps when you are at the tip of the curve:
A. You would lost interest on the things that you usually feel interested. (Example for men maybe you don't like football anymore and for women, what is fashion?)
B. You gain interest on something you swear that you would never pay your attention on. (Example for men, maybe reading Sweet Valley High would become your favourite past time and women, you probably would want to find out what boots did Cristiano Ronaldo wears.)
C. You get more lazy and feel like the earth is just the size of your bed. (Your pillow fits on your bed, your handphone fits on your bed, your laptop fits on your bed, what else? You kettle and rice-cooker too?Or probably just a phone directory for you to get the number of Pizza Hut?[1-300-88-2525 for malaysians, if you feel lazy to look in the directory here's a friendly reminder from me.])
Well, hope the tip of my curve would soon end, some people who doesn't survive this may still walking on the tip for the rest of their life. But some would die faster because they overcome this and walk to the end of their life. Some might ask, what is the curve ah? Is it the shopping center in KL? Well, only god knows the answer for all these questions. Well, maybe you are god enough to comment on them? Maybe you are god enough to skip all these process? Do let me know how god you are. Gods and Goddess are welcomed to comment in my blog, or maybe you can just comment directly on my life?

How to improve teaching and learning in Networking and Internet's class

2007-09-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

Well basically, i think networking and internet was very interesting. Or else i wont be taking it this semester already.. lol... But when we talk about classes, experience and learning are the most important factors.
As we all know, classes are tend to make us understand about certain knowledge and experience what the knowledge could bring us and also situations that we might have to put in knowledge and experience of that certain subject when we encounter it. First thing first, experience is something quite hard to found in the class. As we all know, Networking and internet wasn't something about theory, it should be something more hands-on and in touch. I'd recommend a more lively and more seducing class(hehe, should i use the word seducing?) like for an example we could held our class inside a computer laboratory that comes with internet access. Through that way, we could had our hands on the computer and on the internet. That will be more practical rather than seeing how those things work on a slide show.
Well other than that, i think time and place for the class was an important factor too. The class had to start earlier and this may be a small kind of problem as most of the people in the class are not awake yet. Plus sometimes networking and internet theory may bored some people out and a lot of them, yeah quite a number of them did fall asleep sometime...(Sorry Pn. Hasnah but so sad to let you know that's the fact. But at least i'm listening to your lecture~!)
Well other than that, i'm quite satisfy what our beloved lecturer Pn.Hasnah have for us in the class. A class is still a class but at least it was some kind of experience we never encounter. Plus it's sharping our mind and brushing our networking and internet skills and i appreciate that.

My third day in UMS...

2007-09-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

Actually this is something i wrote during my first few days in UMS. But i think it was interested to share out as i was asked to share something interesting in my blog. Guys, enjoy it, my third day in UMS...
Today was my third day here in UMS. It was the day of registration and I should gather at the cafeteria at around 11.30am. Woke up this morning at around 9.00am and received a phone call from my dad in pg. Dad told me that he already received the laptop which is the one I’m using now in order to write this blog. He’s sending this up flight with my uncle and asked him to send to me. My uncle is scheduled to be back here and should be arriving at around 1.00++pm. Got meet up with Wooi Chin Leong, which is an ex-jit sin student who is studying E&E over here in UMS. Received his msg and met up with him at the cafeteria for breakfast. I had a dish of fried mee and one sausage as breakfast and man one word to describe it, oily. After the breakfast had a short stroll around college B and went back to room. While listening to FM and walkman on the bed I feel asleep. It seems that I’m so tired until I can’t stand to wait until 11.30am for the registration.
Woke up at around 11pm again and quickly I dressed up formal and went straight ahead to the cafeteria without putting up my tie and name tag. Instruction to walk towards the Chancellor’s hall was given after I reach the outside of the cafeteria. We were forced to walk from college B towards the chancellor’s hall which is about 2~3km far away. No bus services were supplied and we have to walk under the hot sun. Arrive at the chancellor’s hall after 15min of walking and hell, this is when hell starts. We have to take a very road entering the hall and the entrance were located at the side of the hall. After going in, we have to queue up in a very long queue to get to the student’s counter and at there they make sure we have all the documents needed in order to continue to the registration. After 30~45min of long queue we’ve finally pass the student’s counter and began entering the hall’s auditorium. It was a massive place fully decorated. Tons of students and booth were seen in the hall and it was an amazing scene seeing all the students getting registered.
Having a short seat in the hall, next stop is the student ID generator counter. I’ve got my student ID generated and it was BB07110300. That will be my ID for the 3 coming years that I will spend in UMS. Next we continue to the information summit counter. After summiting my pocket files, next stop was the financial counter. Since I’ve not yet pay my school fees when I was at pg, I can only choose to pay by cash at the counter. Since I don’t bring enough cash on me so I had to take a long walk up to the hill next to the library in order to reach the ATM machine of CIMB bank. Withdrawing RM1700 and I’m paying the rest 51bucks on my own had make sure me settle the payment. Next we have to queue up for the photo session of the student ID card. Another long queue awaits and it was about 2.5hrs I’ve waited in the hall just to get my photo snapped and the card collection form generated. Ugly photo I had captured though but no choice.
Later that day 5pm in the afternoon, I’ve phone my uncle and ask him to pick me up at the school gate. Got this laptop on that time and he’s fetching me to a trip to his working place which is situated at Kelombong, somewhere I’m not sure about. After that we went to pick up his girlfriend and another friend of his girlfriend and next we went to dinner at K.K. town center. We had Bah Kut Teh as dinner and after that went to Giant hypermarket in order for his girlfriend to do some shopping. After that he sent me back straight and I continue exploring this laptop. This laptop doesn’t contains wireless LAN services so I’ll had to get an adaptor myself and after that only I can post up this blog to let people know how’s my life here in UMS. Had a drink at the cafeteria later on that night and after that went back room to play games, listen to music and hence, typing out this blog of mine. Will hope that I had the chance to post this blog up(yeah, i've posted it ya~) after I’ve purchased the wireless LAN adaptor which I will be able to found in K.K. town, hopefully. Well, that’s all for now I guess. My eyes is closing and I think I need to sleep early cause I’m not sure tomorrow’s LDK is what time. Hope I can wake up early and make my day a bright day. No more suffering tomorrow I hope. Till next time, ciao.

About myself

2007-09-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hola, my name is Daniel Gooi Zi Sen. Born 11of June, 1987. I'm the proud son of the Penang state and currently studying at University Malaysia Sabah, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

I was born in a happy family. My family members consist of my dad, Mr.John Gooi, my mother Mrs. Patricia, and two of my lovely sisters, the elder one named Grace and the younger one named Caroline. Currently my sister is working as an administration clerk and my younger sister still studying form6 at the highschool which is use to study in which is SMJK Jit Sin.

My favourite past time is Internet and also Football. But i guess there are no relationship between this 2 particular past-times but i just love'em. I remember i use to be an internet freek. Keeping on myself online for chatting, gaming and browsing is what i use to do but it gives me some trouble during my transfer from Penang to Sabah cause i'm temporary cut off from the internet but now, i'm online, thanks to the 'lovely' TM and the Streamyx promotion that gives me 2084kbps connection with a 512kbps payment..hehe.
Football was my life. I was once representative of my school's football team and now still keep on playing and training. Just can't cut it. Football matches are the only show i will spend my time on TV and when i'm free, you can find me on the field when it's time to brush my footy skill against the others which are also enthusiasm about football.
Currently, I'm in the Tourism Management course. Well actually tourism wasnt my favourite but management are what i think i'm good at. But after a few introduction session and after i'd feel and discover myself how was it to be a part of the tourism management, it makes me change a lot. Tourism isn't that bad i guess, but for the first year and the first semester i'm on the basic course of SBE(School of Business and Economics), no subject is related to tourism. I had to wait until the third semester only i will be able to touch on them. But i like first sem's subjects, especially Marketing, Management, Spanish and not forgeting Networking and Internet. Well basically i feel UMS was a nice place to be and i'm proud that i'm a part of it.
Bertekad cemerlang-the school motto maybe inspire me to keep on hardwork and pour in effort to make me go up onto a higher level 'till i succeed in my life.